i’m disposable

what u were to me
hopeful, exciting, exquisite
beautiful naked, beautiful soul
and i felt beautiful with you
love that could’ve been
i’ve lost what could’ve been

now something mutated that i can’t
consistent in making me sad, my affliction
once a blessing, now defeat
and i can’t shake it
all tails between all legs i walk home, i
lick my wounds and nurture them
they’re bleeding again

but it was never to be love
i am driven by infatuation
dizzying infatuation hazing my judgement
lines blurred, but i wave away the fog
and see the conclusive truth
case closed but no closure
i’m still weighed down and i can’t shake it
so happy around you and so sad afterwards
yours, sadly

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