skidmarkville

what do i do?
where do i stand?
am i doing alright?
is this OK?
please, i need guidance

stop patronising me
can i sit back down?

what am i supposed to think about this?
ok whatever, it’s ‘bad’
sometimes it’s ‘good’
but then what am i supposed to think?
then what am i supposed to say?

i know it’s bad for me but i do it anyway
i’ll fucking do it until i go cross eyed
and then some
through hunger and fatigue
and responsibilities
i will do it

or is it double vision?

do something that grounds you
that ‘grounds’ you
leave a little you-shaped mark
an assertive little
reminds you-of-you shaped mark

get into it
make yourself laugh
make yourself think
one day maybe even make other people think
and question

maybe you’ll still be dysfunctional
and won’t know where to stand or what to do
or who to believe
or how to figure things out
but at least once, it was all you
leavin your own little mark

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